You're still here somehow.

Katy Perry - E.T

2011-03-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil?
Could you be an angel?
Your touch, magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leave my body glowing

They say, "Be afraid"
You're not like the others, futuristic lover
Different DNA, they don't understand you

You're from a whole another world
A different dimension, you open my eyes
And I'm ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love
And fill me with your poison
Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, (boy), you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural, extraterrestrial

You're so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

You're from a whole another world
A different dimension, you open my eyes
And I'm ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love
And fill me with your poison
Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, (boy), you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural, extraterrestrial

There is this transcendental
On another level
Boy, you're my lucky star
I wanna walk on your wave length
And be there when you vibrate
For you I risk it all, all

All

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love
And fill me with your poison
Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, (boy), you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural, extraterrestrial

Extraterrestrial
Extraterrestrial
Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Eminem - I Need A Doctor

2011-02-28T17:34:00.001+08:00

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
I told the world, one day I would pay it back.
Say it on tape and lay it, record it, so that one day I could play it back.
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that.
Doubt startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black.
Hope, I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one sees my vision
When I play it for 'em, they just say it's whack.
But they don't know what dope is.
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest.
You picked me up, breathed new life in me. I owe my life to you.
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do.
But it just dawned on me; you lost a son. Demon's fightin' you, it's dark.
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you.
I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue.
'Cause me and you, were like a crew. I was like your sidekick.
You gon' either wanna fight when I get off this f-cking mic,
Or you gon' hug me. But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle.
You come to me with ideas.
You say they're just pieces, so I'm puzzled.
'Cause the sh-t I hear is crazy,
But you're either getting lazy, or you don't believe in you no more.
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form.
Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself,
Second guessing, and it's almost like your begging for my help.
Like, I'm YOUR leader.
You're supposed to f-cking be MY mentor.
I can endure no more!
I demand you remember who you are!
It was YOU, who believed in me,
When everyone was telling you, don't sign me.
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth.

You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you.
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy...
Dre, I'm crying in this booth.
You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours.
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more.
But I ain't giving up faith, and you ain't giving up on me.
Get up Dre! I'm dying, I need you, come back for f-ck's sake

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the sh-t like it was just yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to the death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them, I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fairweather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down, you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the f-cking wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon' see us in our lab jackets and ask where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little cracker jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I leave
And I guarantee they'll scream, Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[Chorus]
Im about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

Pathetic

2011-02-01T03:56:00.001+08:00

Just being bored, and as usual I will start googling. (:
And guess what I found:

Although these were like 2-3years ago, but it's so pathetic of someone who can cause others to hate you so much. Not pitiful at all, seriously.

"her attitude isn't good, her looks are ok.& no offence.I'm just stating the facts. mostly all the softball girls dislike her."

29. What annoys you most in person?
**** ***

"at time me and * we see ur hp saw you zilian urself with ur BREAST DRAIN SIOL!"

"* call her fat * lol Fat * lol !"

Even her coach for her cca called her a fat pig before
Lol.

Im not discriminating and laughing at fat people.

You know, she just reminds me of someone in my Secondary school days. People say "Do not judge a book by it's cover" However, if the character/attitude/behaviour of the person suck, it's norm for people to start criticizing and laughing at her appearance. I dont know why though. Maybe because want to make that person not so BHB and proud.

Sad case.
Both the gf and the bf is... indeed, pathetic.
No wonder they both make a great pair. LOLOLOL.

张惠妹 - 分生

2011-01-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定几个我住在心里面
偶尔像敌人偶尔像姊妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对
灰色的音乐塞满黑夜 High的想麻醉
好让翻搅的胃安静一点忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈不停奉献后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心带来刺痛撕裂的蜕变

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

Game of life

2010-12-31T10:30:00.001+08:00

My planning for my next few years of life would be, at 2011, I will be paying the money I owe my mum back to her. Then at 2012, I will be planning to study. By 2013, probably I can change job and get a higher pay job. Then at 2013, I will start taking car license and save up. Till 2014, If I save up enough, I shall get myself a car. Weet!

So, actually I'm thinking.. Whether I should move back home. I can save up the rental money that I throw to the landlord every month and do things I want with it or even return my mum money.
However, once I think about Moby and Wawa, I don't know what to do with them. Because of responsibility, I didn't move back. Because of responsibility, I neither want to abandon them or give them away.
Should I stick with my responsibility or choose my path for money?

Leann Rimes - How Do I Live Without You

2010-12-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

弦子 - 舍不得

2010-12-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的
错了就错了
不用担心我
我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵著我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我走了

Problems.

2010-12-27T00:45:00.001+08:00

Blogpress is giving me a headache. Grrr. >:(

Kyliciatan @ BlogPress on iPhone

吴克群 - 绝对不放

2010-12-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

你说爱情太痛尤其明知是错
你相信他会改过不再把你折磨
其实旁观更痛快要撕裂了我
明知他不会改过却不能够错过

你在哭他在笑他偷吃你都了
叫我怎麽受得了
让我忍让我疯假装我看不到
欺人太甚我真的受不了

握住我手这次我绝对不放
看你泪流对我是惩罚
握住我手这次我死都不放
你的哭你的笑全都由我来扛

放开他手他根本是个玩咖
玩弄感情把人当傻瓜
放开他手你根本不需要他
因为我绝对不放手

因为我绝对不放下

弦子 - 天真

2010-12-20T15:53:00.000+08:00

回忆还是温热的
但承诺已经冷却了
我的天真在泪水里沉沦
孤独它让我无法负荷

不用假装还爱着
舍不得还是放开了
我的天真早就摔成遍地的忐忑
失去了所有顔色

这次我真的痛了
真的彻底醒了
我试着洒脱
换来的只是伤痕
我爱到痛了
你却留下我一个人
埋葬我的天真

还能够说些什么
当快乐已经掏空了
我的天真早就碎成遍地的忐忑
努力平凑着却再也无法完整

这次我真的痛了
真的彻底醒了
我试着洒脱
换来的只是伤痕
我爱到痛了
你却留下我一个人
埋葬我的天真

我哭的累了
没有梦是好的
别再说爱我
你给的全是悔恨
我爱到痛了
你却留下我一个人
埋葬我的天真

Fefe Dobson - Stuttering

2010-11-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

There's a whole lot of things
That I will forgive
But I just can't take a liar
I was by your side
Til the very end
Til you pushed me in the fire
I tried to believe you
But something is wrong
You wont look in my eyes
Tell me what's going on

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said
That's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Hurry up
Hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You sound guilty
Cause you're stuttering
Yeah you're stuttering
Yeah you're stuttering

Seconds turn into minutes now
But you wont give me an answer
you can tell me this
you can tell me that
but dont say you dont remember
Cause I know you better
than you know yourself
so dont say I'm crazy
I know very well

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said
That's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Hurry up
Hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You sound guilty
Cause you're stuttering
Yeah you're stuttering
Yeah you're stuttering

I dont wanna hear you're sorry now
The best thing you can do for me
is just spit it out
I dont wanna hear you sorry now
stop stuttering your words
it's only making you look worse

Pixie Lott - Can't Make This Over

2010-11-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

I only miss you when you call
So please don't pick up the phone again
In the confusion of it all
Give me time
While my mind's unravelling

I just can't escape this feeling
But it's taking over me
All over me

I know now I can't try to hide it
It's clear to me that I can't fight it

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over
Now

Don't say I don't miss the way we were
I thought nothing could tear us apart
Why do you have to sabotage our love
And leave me with a broken heart?

You think, that I won't forgive you
It's far beyond a breakup
Kiss and make up

I know now that it's not about you
I know that I can't live without you

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over

And now I'll follow my heart
And now you're out of my life
And now

You wanna take it back to where it was
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over
You want another chance to try again
But I can't make this over
I can't make this over
Now

Make up!

2010-11-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

Did eye make up for fun. Hahahahaha. Cus I saw a wen Michellephan posted. And followed what that girl did. She 180 degree change man. After her make up. Superb.

Tried only the eye part. Satisfy with the outcome. :D
Look at the difference with my two eyes man. My goodness!
Guess next time I can do this make up when I am free and go out. Heh heh.

Finally!

2010-11-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

I was late for job interview today. For like, 1 and half hour? And the interviewee even waited for me! Thanks for that today is PH eve lor. WTF. Make me wait for like super long for cabs. Plus I don't have cash. Most cabs I flagged don't accept nets. :(

So, the person employed me. Some sort of like what YK used to do in Slimming Sanctuary like that? Booking of appointments for the clients and receiving phone calls with some admin duties. 1.3k per month. 1week training will start this coming Monday. But for this training period only $4/hr. WTF. Hopefully this is gonna be a good job. :)

My sandwich

2010-10-22T12:29:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I bought a sandwich for today's breakfast.

Late last night, a pig was hungry and asked whether it can eat one of the half sandwich (sandwich is cut into half). I didn't want to, cus both I also wanna eat. But I gave it permission to eat anyway.

In the end, the pig bite both of the sandwich. Nb. And didn't finish it because the sandwich got butter taste. Wahlau! Waste my sandwich. :'(

Curse you.

2010-10-20T20:43:00.001+08:00

This is the kitchen before I started packing, cleaning and packing.

This is the after! Much more cleaner and neater actually. Very hard to see through the picture.

Very angry lor! They messed the place up with things on the floor etc still wanna complain it's messy and then forbid us to cook because it's dirty. What nonsense! Different things on different place somemore. Where got people put things in kitchen machiam store room like that?!

I even wash the toilet sia. The wall is super dirty. I scrubbed the walls and floors. Even their bottles of shampoos and body foams also dirty. Got those slimy things. Then I go scrub and wash it.

If the landlord still got complain I sure very angry until I don't know what may say to him. Urgh!

Ultimate swayness

2010-10-12T10:38:00.001+08:00

I don't know why, but Club 48 is closed down for good now. Probably the GM of GRC is unhappy with Francis. He was very evil to switch off the power for air-con even though Francis is still operating. So by this, we can see that Club 48 really has to be closed.

Hopefully Gerrad and Francis will open another place. Heard from Steven B that Safra has a place to rent out? Don't know whether he got tell Francis about it not. And not sure whether Francis is interested in it not. :/

So, Eunice and I are both jobless now. I can't get much interviews. And even if I do, those people don't seem to get back to me after a few days. Sigh.
And we are totally broke? We have to think about our daily expenses and rental. :/

Also, just 2 days ago? I was down with gastric flu I think. Gastric was like having cramps on and off and it fucking hurts. :'( Plus I had to run to the toilet a few times because I was having diarrhea. Took panadols and anti-biotics before going to sleep, but it's still not okay yet.

Hopefully my luck will change after my gastric feels better. Mwahahahaha. Good luck to me eh? (:

Reopening.

2010-10-05T04:18:00.001+08:00

My workplace has reopen.

Considered a good news. Cus Eunice doesn't need to hunt for another job and she's not considered jobless. Phew.

Went over to do spring cleaning. Practically spent the 2 hours there to clean up the whole plae. Clean clean wipe wipe wash wash. Super tired. Somemore we didnt even sleep since the day before.

Went back home and slept. But Eunice went down to work. Poorthing. Heard from her that the management people will probably change? And there were fights today. Sigh! Club48 can never seems to be peaceful. :/

Police raid

2010-10-01T19:00:00.001+08:00

Few days ago, when I was working, there was a police raid at my workplace. Because someone unknown must have made a police reports thus the raid.

My manager brought some girls from Joo Chiat/Geylang as some customers may have requested that they want to have some girls. My boss has been scolding him or quarreling with him A few times because of this issue.

And now, because of the raid, my workplace is currently close. Thank you liao lor. No more income. Nb. Dont know when then will open again. Hopefully nothing goes wrong. Sigh.

2010-09-29T21:55:00.001+08:00

Killed live crabs for the first time. Didn't know that it is so easy to clean the crabs and all.

Cooked simple crabs meal just by steaming it and it already tastes yummy and smells real good. (:

Eunice steamed asparagus with oyster sauce and it taste real good too. Just that it wasn't crunchy as she steamed too long.

Stupid me

2010-09-29T03:39:00.001+08:00

Two days ago, Eunice and I went to have supper. We had chicken rice and ice lemon tea. But this was what happened to my ice lemon tea. The chilli dropped inside. Lol. Silly me. :/

Moby :3

2010-09-26T23:13:00.001+08:00

Had this cute lil thing called Moby last month. Super active and naughty.

Few days ago, he made me angry because he jumped to my dressing table and played with anything that is on top of it. Lost my contact lens case and spectacles because of him.

But recently he is so cute. He went underneath my blanket when I was sleeping and tickles my leg. And also, sleeping beside me snatching my space and squeezing with me. How cute and lovable lil naughty boy.

Meow. :3

Long time no see

2010-09-26T19:32:00.001+08:00

Met this girl and Zave plus her friends yesterday with Eunice to play Sparklers and candles.

End up we didn't play much but just slack there. Super boring.

After that we went to drink and talked till like 7am? Super madness but fun. (:

Work

2010-09-25T06:34:00.001+08:00

Super pissed off with work right now.

Firstly, they asked me to push sales for tequila shots last week and the boss said to me "Whatever we earn, you earn half of it." And the shots are 10bucks each. Imagine how hard it is to sell? Other places are selling like 5bucks? And I heard one club(Forgot which) is selling for 3bucks? But we're selling it for 10bucks leh! Luckily I was able to sell 59 shots.

However, when boss' sister asked me what boss had made arrangement for me, I told her what he said. She told me "How can it be? The foods (free foods for every Friday for the customers.) don't need money? The tequila don't need money? The company also has to earn what!"

Very pissed off lor. Then until now I don't know my incentives for the shots. Manager asked me about it and I told him. He told me today that he quarreled with boss and whatever boss said was exactly the same as his sister. Nabei.

I made some calculations. And that they earn 295bucks? Give them the most 100bucks for food and etc, they earn around 200bucks already in one day already leh. 1month 800bucks already lor. If I never help to push, they don't even earn okay. Sian. Hopefully they give the incentives are reasonable. If not I confirm sian.

Lady boss also. Another problem. She arranged schedule and said she wanna cut cost. I only work 3days a week? And 2days are 4pm to 11pm. 7hours each day. And one of the day worst. 8pm to 1am. 5hours. Work shit? Total only 19hours per week, earning only 133bucks per week. One month only 532bucks. Where got enough?!

Since they wanna do this, then I have no choice. Need to find another job and fuck care about this place.

Boss once said he's doing all this for us. Earning the incentives and etc. Like shit. Now we are earning peanuts! Argh!

Back again!

2010-09-23T21:56:00.001+08:00

Back to blogging again!

I actually had this blog since a long time ago. Like last year? But I stopped blogging cus I stopped using my lappy (and my lappy has already RIP - Thanks to Eunice). And now, I'm using back this URL and deleted all my previous posts.

Brand new blog naowwww. :3
Since I have my iPhone, shall start blogging again. Hurhur. (:

Currently using BlogPress apps to post. Knew about this App from my sis through her blog. Was having problems with it. Hopefully, it's gonna work fine now. (:

Blogpress

2010-09-23T21:44:00.001+08:00

Testing.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone